Hewo hewo my darlings, ( =＾ω＾) been toying arround with a new desktop app, check out my lil kitty and the cutie home i built:

Its called "NoSlack Pets"! :D it consists of a lil virtual kitty to leave in the corner of your puter that includes various tools for aiding in productivity aswell to combining work and fun :3, if you have ADHD like me or just simply struggle to focus in your daily tasks, and also likey cutie critters and desktop pets, chances are you *might* enjoy it as much as me! it only costs 6 bucks in steam! Click here to check the steam page.
(=w= between you and me,, you don't have to use this exclusively for working,, you may aswell just leave it running on the background if you just want a lil virtual companion.)

The lil messages my kitty shares when i click on her are so wholesome and sweet they have made me tear up ( ;´ - `;),, she told me things like: "today's little bit of progress deserves some praise~" (no it doesn't,, T-T my website is ugly, super-messy, and i can barely keep up with 5 minutes of effort). "You deserve all the gentleness in the world" (No i don't T-T i am a repellent egocentric individual). "Your very existance is already very meaningful~" (No it isnt T-T, alive or dead the world would continue to move on without me. And likely for better.)... But,, regardless of what my pesimistic inner thoughts have reflected, I do genuenly appreciate these small slices of love,, its the kind of positivity i would thrive on if my self-stem wasn't already so low. Cus,, ig i keep expecting for someone else to tell me all of those things themselves, but certainly it would be much better for me to figure that out on my own.. Righty?

Oh um,, and, speaking of ADHD,, today my psychiatrist adjusted some of my concetrating meds for the first time in years.. idk why i never thought of bringing up the fact that i am struggling to focus more and more with each passing day (to the point where like,, even when i am watching a show or an anime i need to backtrack atleast 5 repeated times in order to keep up with the plot,,),, so like,, i mentioned that issue on today's appointment and she thought it was deeming to change it. I guess that's good,, righty? well,, (⇀‸↼‶) i wouldn't want to neither blindly rely a 100% in my meds,, just,, that they help a lil. I didn't even expect to get my dose changed,, but i put trust in my psychiatrist decision based on the explannations i've provided to her.

Oh welp,, maaaybe ill treat myself with a good meal tonight, its been long since ordered from outside... Should i?...

(thinking...)

Oh, good heavens why not. Thank you dear reader for sticking to the end once again. Maybe i should invite you to some pizza aswell sometime.. Maybe in the near future people are able to fax solid 3d objects to eachother and i can send you a pizza via fax. I won't forget it!! I owe you a fax pizza! Promised!! (˶ˆ꒳ˆ˵) Until next time!

❤︎ Ashley.